Human After All
7 January 2008
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What do you do when you don’t know if your mother will make it or not? Is it a passing sickness, or did that cancer take an irreversible toll on her now frail body?
What do you do when you can’t cry in front of your father because you’re the last bastion of support he turns to?
What do you do, when you’re stuck in this vicious circle of bravery, not crying, not breaking down, so that those around you don’t break down and cry. Where has my faith gone? I thought I was strong. I thought I was level headed. But now I’ve finally realized: I’m just human.
K,
Don’t ever lose your faith, for what is represents, is the only truth to life. Let yourself feel the pain and the emotions arise as they come, don’t think about them, just observe them, through this strength will come from the the source that is behind all this living. Don’t let the fear and pain shadow the precious moments that you have with your mom. Death is inevitable for us all, but don’t let the fear of it scare you from living. Sending love and warm energies your way.
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